Bloody hell.
Everywhere I look. And in the middle there are you. Standing. Smiling.
Time moves. Your smile made it halt, made it return.
Safety. Again. Or is it just memory? Imagination?
I cry silent bloody tears. My face is dirty. You don't care.
Strength. Is it strength? To stay? Or to walk away?
Fascination. I watch, unmoving.
You take your bow and arrow, preparing to shoot.
And I smile, feeling joy creep up my veins.
Smiling, I bleed from your last hit, wondering if you even notice.
Pausing, smiling, you prepare to bring me to my knees.
Noise. An arrow flying through air.
You always hit your target, smiling you prepare to receive a new flood of blood from my heart.
But my heart is still and I'm still standing.
Smiling I turn around. Leaving you looking at the spot where I once stood.
You're staring at the dying shadow of our friendship.
Listening to the silent echo of its sobbing.
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Adventures
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Bloody hell
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Fading echoes
The silent echo of my sobbing,
the dying shadow of our friendship.
Both of us keep on smiling,
too tired to restore the relationship
bleeding on our hands.
You ingnore the wall
that appeared between our lands
taking pleasure in seeing my fall.
the dying shadow of our friendship.
Both of us keep on smiling,
too tired to restore the relationship
bleeding on our hands.
You ingnore the wall
that appeared between our lands
taking pleasure in seeing my fall.
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Painful End
You used to take my hand. Guide me through blackness into light.
I felt free.
Every single touch from you now plunges me deeper into mud. Quicksands I can't escape. Trapped in a darkness that once used to be iluminated by the sun.
Your smiles look like insane clown laughter. Your kind words are distorted into sneering. Your loving look is full of disgust.
You used to help me up to my feet. Now you make me fall.
Never noticing the change, you look at me with hurt when I turn away.
My heart goes out to you instantly, but my body moves the other way.
I have to save myself. For all those people who really love me. Who really care.
I don't know if I would be strong enought to walk away alone.
I felt free.
Every single touch from you now plunges me deeper into mud. Quicksands I can't escape. Trapped in a darkness that once used to be iluminated by the sun.
Your smiles look like insane clown laughter. Your kind words are distorted into sneering. Your loving look is full of disgust.
You used to help me up to my feet. Now you make me fall.
Never noticing the change, you look at me with hurt when I turn away.
My heart goes out to you instantly, but my body moves the other way.
I have to save myself. For all those people who really love me. Who really care.
I don't know if I would be strong enought to walk away alone.
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God I'm finally back home.
Which means that school will start soon.
I'm looking forward to university (especially if gilmore girls season 4 starts at the same time and season 5 in the us) *lol*, although I have to admit that I'm a lil bit worried. But that's normal *grins*
I have grown so confident over the past few months that I'm even surprising myself. *hihi* and it feels sooo good.
BTW I've sworn to myself, that I will under no circumstances get as obsessed with internet and forums and chatting and writing and drawing as last year. After three months internetfree I forgot. *lol* this will be harder than I though *rofl*
btw I'm still obsessing over the new gilmore girls promos...honestly...lauren graham with only flannel *shakes head+ and the whole town watching? hilarious!!!!
Ps: I will post the good news about LG only after I have them in my hand...I still cant believe it *squeeles*
Which means that school will start soon.
I'm looking forward to university (especially if gilmore girls season 4 starts at the same time and season 5 in the us) *lol*, although I have to admit that I'm a lil bit worried. But that's normal *grins*
I have grown so confident over the past few months that I'm even surprising myself. *hihi* and it feels sooo good.
BTW I've sworn to myself, that I will under no circumstances get as obsessed with internet and forums and chatting and writing and drawing as last year. After three months internetfree I forgot. *lol* this will be harder than I though *rofl*
btw I'm still obsessing over the new gilmore girls promos...honestly...lauren graham with only flannel *shakes head+ and the whole town watching? hilarious!!!!
Ps: I will post the good news about LG only after I have them in my hand...I still cant believe it *squeeles*
Warst aber sehr inaktiv in den letzten paar Jahren. lol
*stalks*
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can hug the same person as many times as you see fit!
3- You -MUST- spread the love people! At least 1 hug!
4- You should hug in public! Paste it on their user page so they feel loved!
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay!
6- Please, don't worry about same gender hugging, it's a love hug!
7- You should most definitly get started hugging right away!
Remember, this is about showing love to your fellow peeps! Everybody should get a hug
*this da love was started by ~ lady-alessandra and ~ Godscrossingsandevil
Tag! You're it! You've been tagged by the Spring 2004 Game of Tag! Problem is, you can't tag me back! Here are the rules:
-Can't tag the person that tagged you!
-Can't tag the same person again! EVER!
-You must actually like the person to tag them!
-You -MUST- tag 4 people! If you don't you're a terrible person and I shall EAT YOU!!
This game of tag was started by Feeniks!
Guess what......YOU HAVE BEEN HUGGED! Spread the love around! Pick any of your friends who you think don't get much love and, HUG THEM! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can hug the same person as many times as you see fit!
3- You -MUST- spread the love people! At least 1 hug!
4- You should hug in public! Paste it on their user page so they feel loved!
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay!
6- Please, don't worry about same gender hugging, it's a love hug!
7- You should most definitly get started hugging right away!
Remember, this is about showing love to your fellow peeps! Everybody should get a hug
*this da love was started by ~ lady-alessandra and ~ Godscrossingsandevil
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can hug the same person as many times as you see fit!
3- You -MUST- spread the love people! At least 1 hug!
4- You should hug in public! Paste it on their user page so they feel loved!
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay!
6- Please, don't worry about same gender hugging, it's a love hug!
7- You should most definitly get started hugging right away!
Remember, this is about showing love to your fellow peeps! Everybody should get a hug
*this da love was started by ~ lady-alessandra and ~ Godscrossingsandevil
And write on your story... we all love to read it (well, at least I know I do ^^)
Was soll die Triade ohne dich tun?? *snif*